Fic: Feeling Good (Gossip Girl, Serena/Georgina)

[fembuck]

Title: Feeling Good
Author: Janine
Fandom: Gossip Girl
Pairing: Serena/Georgina
Rating: NC-17, pwp
Disclaimer: I don’t own them.
Summary: Some things are so wrong, we can almost fool ourselves into thinking they’re right.

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Serena gasped, a shiver of shame and excitement running through her.

Blair lips parted and then curled in disgust. A quiver ran through her body, and she felt her stomach clench. A moment later she felt bile rising in her throat and only just managed to stop it from reaching a critical level.

Serena’s eyes widened and her lips parted. She tried to speak, but her words left her as she met Blair’s eyes.

Desperately, Serena’s hand lifted from her side and she extended it in front of her, towards Blair.

“Ugh,” Blair managed choke out, the sound accompanied by a full body shudder.

The verbalization stirred her into motion, and with one last revolted look at Serena she turned on her heel and walked out of the bathroom.

Serena’s eyes lowered in shame.

Her arm flopped back to her side, useless.

“She could have joined in,” Georgina murmured against Serena’s neck, her hand between Serena’s legs, her thumb circling her clit, making Serena twitch, before she dipped her fingers inside of the blonde once more.

Involuntarily, Serena shuddered and bucked.

Georgina smiled against her neck.

Serena lifted her hands to Georgina’s shoulders, and pushed; the motion hard enough to break the contact between Georgina’s lips and her neck.

All she could see in her mind’s eyes was Blair’s appalled expression, and she was appalled herself.

Georgina was a stain. She was one of the most vile human-beings Serena that had ever encountered. Serena was pretty sure that she was soulless. Georgina was everything that she had ever hated in anyone, ever, all compacted into one impeccably dressed, 5 foot 7 inch package of privileged malevolence.

And she was pressed up against the side of a washroom stall, with her panties around her ankles and Georgina’s fingers inside of her, wet enough that she could hear Georgina fucking her.

Serena’s eyes fluttered. The thought of what she was doing, the realization, only making her wetter.

Georgina trained her hawk-like gaze on Serena and curled her fingers inside of the blonde, loving the way the blonde’s hips rolled into her. Georgina hadn’t thought it possible, but Serena was even hornier than before Blair had walked in, and the knowledge made her moan.

Serena was a dirty bitch, and Georgina loved every filthy inch of her.

“I could stop,” Georgina said softly, her fingers stilling as she stared at Serena unblinkingly as the blonde’s hands remained on her shoulders.

Serena’s breathing was shallow and rapid and she had to fight to keep her hips from bucking.

It was wrong.

It was more than wrong.

It was sick.

She didn’t just dislike Georgina, she loathed her.

Georgina was fucking evil. She was a goddamn sociopath. She was blackmailing her and trying to destroy her life.

Georgina wiggled her fingers and Serena whimpered.

She should never have let Georgina touch like this in the first place. And she certainly shouldn’t have allowed it to happen again, now, after all that had happened between them.

She should stop it. She could stop it. Georgina was presenting her with an opportunity to end it.

But she hesitated.

She wanted Georgina to continue.

No!

Yes!

Fuck!

Serena’s body rebelled. Her hips twitched into Georgina’s hand, driving the brunette’s fingers deeper inside of her and she moaned. The sound was long and luxurious, a wanton vocalization that would have made a whore blush.

Serena dropped her hands from Georgina’s shoulders, submitting to the pleasure she knew the brunette’s fingers would bring her.

Georgina smiled victoriously, reveling in her conquest. Fucking Serena had always been a practically religious experience, but it was even more satisfying this time.

Serena had fought her so hard, had been so mean, so smug and superior. She’d had to work so much harder than before to make the blonde see, to make her understand that they were alike the two of them.

But, Serena knew now. She had forced the blonde to admit it to herself. Serena was every bit as dirty, perverted and fucked up as she was, and no number of sanctimonious boyfriends or hours spent studying for the SATs would change that.

Serena didn’t want her to stop, and knowledge almost made Georgina come.

Georgina leaned forward and Serena opened her mouth to her, moaning into their kiss as Georgina’s fingers began to move inside of her once more.

Shame and desire washed through Serena in a heady mixture that made her heart pound and she flicked her tongue against Georgina’s lip, and then bit down on the flesh hotly. Georgina moaned, and Serena lifted her leg, wrapping it around Georgina’s waist giving the brunette better access to her as she sucked Georgina’s lip into her mouth.

“That’s my girl,” Georgina cooed against Serena’s mouth, pressing the ball of her against the blonde’s clit roughly; her lips curling predatorily as Serena hissed and arched up into her hand.

She increased the speed of her thrusts needing to see Serena come more than she needed to come herself.

Serena sighed and pushed her hips forward, her eyes rolling back deliriously as she moved in time with Georgina’s fingers.

It was sick and wrong.

Serena clawed at Georgina’s back and mewled, knowing that she was going to come.

They were sick and wrong.

Serena’s head slammed against the wall of the stall and her hips canted forward, jerking uncontrollably as spasms rocked her body.

It was so fucked up.

Serena slumped against the wall, her leg uncurling from around Georgina and falling to the floor.

The problem was it just felt so fucking good.

The End

Comments

[sinandmisery.livejournal.com]

OMG *SQUEE* *FLAIL* *DIE*

...in that order. I love that I can't even finish one fucking fic and you've done two already. DAMN YOU!

She was one of the most vile human-beings Serena that had ever encountered. Serena was pretty sure that she was soulless. Georgina was everything that she had ever hated in anyone, ever, all compacted into one impeccably dressed, 5 foot 7 inch package of privileged malevolence.

All I can think is *sings* "You're a mean one, Geor-gina Sparks..." LMFAO. I love that part so much.

And poor Blair-bear! *cuddles* I'll take care of you since Serena's busy bathroom fucking her sociopathic lover!

PS- PLZ WRITE THE B/S/G! (OMG BSG! *squee*)

[mjovi1.livejournal.com]

Hi, so um, hi! I added you cause you're an awesome fic writer. And wow look? Awesome fic.

This was so wrong on so many levels but I loved every minute of it. Its like a huge trainwreck, these two, and I can't help watching.

I feel bad for Blair. Serena should totally make it up to her.

[bldy-destini.livejournal.com]

Good lord but that was amazing...

[trancer21.livejournal.com]

Gah! I was all set to comment on your first fic, then you post this!!

Serena was a dirty bitch, and Georgina loved every filthy inch of her.

That line totally made me laugh out loud. It's a total projection on Georgina's part but it's not exactly untrue!

It was sick and wrong.

Completely. Doesn't mean I don't wanna stop watching reading!

And, dammit, now I need a GG icon!

[fivewhatfive.livejournal.com]

And she was pressed up against the side of a washroom stall, with her panties around her ankles and Georgina’s fingers inside of her, wet enough that she could hear Georgina fucking her.

I would have offered (attempted) thoughtful commentary.

But I broke.

[theagonyofblank.livejournal.com]

OMG, OMG. I am so glad someone's finally writing some Serena/Georgina!
That was awesome.

[alexz6.livejournal.com]

wooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
.....
ok, now that some neurons have returned, quite a bit later than they should have may i add.....
i love this....i feel guilty for loving it cuz- well waldsen---but
i love it none the less-
i love the other vandersparks floating around in here too but
this one i love more cause Serena is totally hating Georgina while she's doing this and that just makes it a little bit more....i dont know, it just hits you in such a different but strong way that---
just, awesomeness!

AMAZING!

[(Anonymous)]

amazing as always..you do have a certain way with the sick and perverted, and i mean that in a totally good worshipping way! only one request, please write more blackcest..i no van der sparks is probably dominating but no on, i repeat no one, does blackcest like you..you made me like INCEST for crist sake, thats talent

[wildbrownie.livejournal.com]

Oh yeah:D PERFECT
I've been waiting for this all week. After all I need something to keep me going until Monday.. I just wish Serena and Georgina would just kiss. I mean really, Georgina is blackmailing her for nothing if she doesn't get at least one kiss..and not a regular kiss, a steamy one, preferably tongue and bathroom stalls involved..*sigh* if only GG was on Showtime..*dreaming*

[resolute.livejournal.com]

:coughs: That's hot and wrong, yeah. :D

[sapphire-magick.livejournal.com]

That was so hot. And someone is FINALLY FINALLY writing some Georgina and Serena hate!sex. You are so awesome. Hope there's more to come of this wrong (but very very undeniable hot) slashy pair! XD

[mysensitiveside.livejournal.com]

I love it! van der Sparks is dysfunctional!love. :) And there should be a sequel, where Serena and Blair talk about what happened, and then the two of them end up having sex too...or maybe B will take Georgina's suggestion ("She could have joined in"), and they can have a threesome. Yes?

p.s. I love your icon!

[murasaki1200.livejournal.com]

Hey, you're back! GG just needed to go where we were all waiting for it to go. This is good. I mean this is no good - can't bring myself to say bad - but in a way that is full of lovely - and funny - femslashy goodness. So, good!

[fembuck.livejournal.com]

"You're a mean one, Geor-gina Sparks..."

That's why we love her, lol. She's bringing crazy baaaack!

And poor Blair-bear! *cuddles* I'll take care of you since Serena's busy bathroom fucking her sociopathic lover!

I know *hugs Blair* I was originally planning on this being a longer piece where Serena went to talk to Blair afterwards, but I got impatient and just posted the sexin'. I think I'm gonna try and write the Serena/Blair post-bathroom sexage meeting though.

PS- PLZ WRITE THE B/S/G! (OMG BSG! *squee*)

lol! B/S/G so totally has to happen. It would be the most wonderful and demented thing ever. I need to see B and G interact first though.

As for Battlestar Gaylactica ... OMG, canon Cyloncest! That was almost too much for my brain to handle. Natalie is so hot (seriously, I love Tricia with that hair colour, I find her a gagillion times hotter like that then with the Caprica hair). Also, yay to more Athena and Helo (and less Baltar and Lee). Could have used more Tory (though her scene was Laura was fantastic) And finally ... hai, Nana Visitor, I still love you!

[fembuck.livejournal.com]

*waves* Hello! Thanks for the add, I'm glad that you've been enjoying the fic :D

This was so wrong on so many levels but I loved every minute of it. Its like a huge trainwreck, these two, and I can't help watching.

So true! You kind of have to watch van der Sparks through your fingers, but you can't help but watch it. It's just the best demented chemistry ever. The crazier Georgina gets the more I love them together.

I feel bad for Blair. Serena should totally make it up to her.

I'm working on it *wink*

Thanks for commenting :D

[fembuck.livejournal.com]

Thanks, I'm glad you liked it! van der Sparks is just ... guh! They're so messed but (but remain sexy while being so)

[fembuck.livejournal.com]

That line totally made me laugh out loud. It's a total projection on Georgina's part but it's not exactly untrue!

lol. I think there's a lot of projection on Georgie's part. They were never as good friends as she thinks they were. She thinks they were Waldsen, but they were more like Chuck/Blair (cause you know Georgina was totally into Serena, and Serena gave her the hot sexin' but was secretly ashamed of herself and told herself that it would never happen again ... until it did).

But, as much as we love her, Serena is a little bit of a whore. And with the champagne sex in public places, and threesomes and sex tapes, she's a bit of a dirty one too. But with a heart of gold!

now I need a GG icon!

It must happen! Although looking at Dina Meyer is always a satisfying experience. Especially pictures with an oral fixation focus, lol

[fembuck.livejournal.com]

I would have offered (attempted) thoughtful commentary. But I broke.

Mission accomplished, lol.

Thanks for commenting, I'm glad that you enjoyed the story!

[fembuck.livejournal.com]

Serena/Georgina is too good to pass up. I think more people are getting on the bandwagon so 'woo hoo'. Seriously, bring on the van der Sparks porn. Safe the plot for Waldsen, and bring the PWP for van der Sparks ;)

Thanks for commenting, I'm glad that you liked it :D

[fembuck.livejournal.com]

i feel guilty for loving it cuz- well waldsen---

Serena ... is that you? lol. You know S, totally feels the same. She's like 'dirty sexin' with Georgina feels good ... but I LOVE BLAIR!'

this one i love more cause Serena is totally hating Georgina while she's doing this and that just makes it a little bit more....i dont know, it just hits you in such a different but strong way that

I totally get that. I can't really explain it either, but the hate/loathing/fear that Serena has for Georgina coupled with Georgina's obsession/love/jealously for Serena is just such an intoxicating mixture. So wrong ... and yet so right.

Thanks for commenting, I'm glad that you enjoyed it :D

Re: AMAZING!

[fembuck.livejournal.com]

you do have a certain way with the sick and perverted, and i mean that in a totally good worshipping way!

I worry about myself sometimes, but ... we'll it's just so much fun writing it!

please write more blackcest

I'll always come back to the blackcest. I don't know when the next one will be, but there will be more, I promise!

[fembuck.livejournal.com]

I just wish Serena and Georgina would just kiss. I mean really, Georgina is blackmailing her for nothing if she doesn't get at least one kiss..and not a regular kiss, a steamy one, preferably tongue and bathroom stalls involved

Dude, I would so totally die if this happened. I mean it needs to happen. With the way Michelle has been playing Georgina it's ridiculous that it hasn't happened already. But I have so little faith in network TV.

It will be a travesty if it doesn't come to pass.

*sigh* if only GG was on Showtime..

*cries a little at the thought of how beautiful that would be* All the sex of the L Word, with the good writing and awesome characters of GG *goes off to dream world*

[fembuck.livejournal.com]

lol, that should be the van der Sparks tagline. Van der Sparks: So hot ... So Wrong!

Thanks for commenting, I'm glad you enjoyed it :D

[fembuck.livejournal.com]

FINALLY writing some Georgina and Serena hate!sex.

I think more people are beginning to jump on the bandwagon, which is awesome. Because the world needs more van der Sparks hate!sex. No van der Sparks hate!sex makes babies cry.

Hope there's more to come of this wrong (but very very undeniable hot) slashy pair! XD

I think there's a very good chance of that!

They're just ... so ... hawt!

[fembuck.livejournal.com]

van der Sparks is dysfunctional!love.

Truer words were never spoken. They more messed up they are the more I love them.

And there should be a sequel, where Serena and Blair talk about what happened, and then the two of them end up having sex too...

I was totally planning on this, but that section was harder to write and I was impatient so I just posted the van der Sparks sexin'. I'm attempting to write the Waldsen reconciliation scene now though, so hopefully I'll be able to finish it this time ;)

or maybe B will take Georgina's suggestion ("She could have joined in"), and they can have a threesome. Yes?

Probably not this time, but I will write Waldersparks threesome goodness at some point. It must happen. I wanna see Blair and Georgina interact first. Leighton will kill that shit, I just know it!

p.s. I love your icon!

Thanks! It's just ... so true. Every time Georgina is on screen, I whisper "Georgina, molest me!" Cause if Serena doesn't want your crazy ass, I'll you!

[fembuck.livejournal.com]

GG just needed to go where we were all waiting for it to go.

They've gotten off to a good start. Now they just need to follow Georgina's obsessive love through with some on-screen van der Sparks making-out. I mean, the fact that Georgina hasn't inappropriately touched Serena on-screen is ridiculous. Go there, CW. Go there. You know you want to!

This is good. I mean this is no good - can't bring myself to say bad - but in a way that is full of lovely - and funny - femslashy goodness.

I know. Van der Sparks: So Hot .... So Wrong!

[sinandmisery.livejournal.com]

I think I'm gonna try and write the Serena/Blair post-bathroom sexage meeting though.

Oh that would be awesome because you know there's gonna be the presence of bitch!Blair which is SO love.

It would be the most wonderful and demented thing ever.

Yes! And with the B/G competing for S's attention, it would be so awesome!

OMG, canon Cyloncest! That was almost too much for my brain to handle.

I think my brain melted after that. Seriously. And Natalie is definitely the hottest Six 'cause the awesome hair and then she's this sorta kick ass "I'm better than you" type person and uber smart. UNGH. Perfect Cylon Girlfriend.

[bldy-destini.livejournal.com]

~~And she was pressed up against the side of a washroom stall, with her panties around her ankles and Georgina’s fingers inside of her, wet enough that she could hear Georgina fucking her.~~

That's what did me in too...was incapable of rational thought for hours at that image...

[memorylapses.livejournal.com]

That was so fucking hot I can't even tell you, hate!sex at it's best.
The beginning was brilliant btw (not that the whole thing wasn't) loved how you kept us guessing what was going for a while there.
I seriously missed your writing like woah! off to read the other one :D

[nogoodnames14.livejournal.com]

I'm torn. Because i love hate!sex, but....Walsden :(

(AND THATS WHY THERE NEEDS TO BE MORE WALSDEN HATE SEX!)


it was really fucked up, which is great. And, i agree with the blackcest...First time i've ever actually enjoyed reading incest, lol.

Re: AMAZING!

[ashirashadow.livejournal.com]

Seconded.

But you know that from me already.

[ashirashadow.livejournal.com]

a wanton vocalization that would have made a whore blush.

Yeah. . . that's about right.

Also, may I borrow that line?

[my-winter-love.livejournal.com]

*crosseslegs*

Oh dear lord...

I, uh...need to be alone fer, lyke, 3 minutes plz. Yeahbrb.

[dariclone.livejournal.com]

Damn, that was so good! Wonderful writing!

[musicffyou.livejournal.com]

fucking amazing is what this was. pardon my language.