Fic: Tango in D Minor (Serena/Blair, Gossip Girl 11/?)

[fembuck]

Title: Tango in D Minor
Author: Janine
Fandom: Gossip Girl
Pairing: Serena/Blair
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: I don’t own them.
Summary: Blair and Serena’s relationship continues to grow. Sequel to Audrey Can Wait and Here We Go

Tango in D Minor - Parts 1-3
Tango in D Minor - Parts 4-5
Tango in D Minor - Part 6
Tango in D Minor - Part 7
Tango in D Minor - Parts 8 & 9
Tango in D Minor - Part 10

Part Eleven

Waldorf Brownstone … an hour later

Serena sighed against Blair’s back, the exhalation jostling her whole body as they lay spooned together on Blair’s bed.

Blair jabbed the pause button on her DVD remote and turned around in Serena’s arms so that she was facing the blonde.

“What’s wrong?” Blair asked her voice gentle but firm, Roman Holliday already a distant memory to her as she focused on Serena. “You’ve sighed three times in the past five minutes, and this is your favorite part of the movie.”

“I know, I’m sorry,” Serena responded sighing again, her eyes dropping from Blair’s for a second before she looked back over at her with an apologetic expression. “I’m not being very good company tonight.”

“No,” Blair said shaking her head though a little smile touched her lips. “You’re not,” she continued before leaning forward and pressing her lips against Serena’s softly. “Especially considering I was all domestic for you and everything,” Blair went on. When Serena had arrived at her door Blair had greeted her with a plate of warmed chocolate chip cookies because the blonde had sounded a bit down on the phone. “But I still love you … even when you’re being mopey and boring.”

Serena smiled at that and swayed forward, capturing Blair’s lips in a lingering kiss before snuggling herself against the brunette, nuzzling into her neck.

Blair was so much better than a vodka tonic.

“I was looking at Yale pamphlets,” Serena murmured against the warm skin of Blair’s neck, the brunette’s scent and presence helping to relax her a little bit.

She should have done this in the first place. She should have come to talk to Blair, not … it was just that alcohol used to be such a quick, immediate fix. It was so easy to … but she couldn’t anymore, she had turned over a new leaf. She had promised, not just to herself, but to Blair as well and she couldn’t disappoint the brunette again, she wouldn’t.

“You were?” Blair asked happily, a bright smile coming to her lips. The University question had been weighing on her. The idea of going for weeks without seeing Serena greatly depressed her and was a secret source of anxiety for her.

“Yeah,” Serena responded smiling against Blair’s neck. “Lily wasn’t so thrilled about it though.”

“What happened?” Blair asked. She had hoped that Serena was just being bashful about telling her she wanted to go to same University, but she knew from the way Serena had been acting all night that it was something much more serious than that.

“She knows about us,” Serena said softly. “She said,” she continued before pausing momentarily, shifting back so that she could see Blair’s face.

Serena stared at Blair intently for a few seconds and then grasped her shoulders.

“I love you,” Serena whispered intensely to Blair. “That’s real.”

Blair looked at Serena for a few moments, completely unnerved by the blonde’s desperate look.

“Of course it’s real. I love you too,” she softly, trying to hold back her own panic, leaning forward to kiss Serena.

Serena held her for a moment longer and then released her, the tension draining from her body as suddenly as it had come upon her and she snuggled against Blair again.

“I’m sorry,” the blonde whispered, her arm around Blair’s waist. “She just upset me. I don’t even know why I listen to her. She’s the last person in the world that should be giving relationship advice anyway. Love is a business transaction to her.”

Blair stroked her hair tenderly.

“So, no PFLAG t-shirt for Lily then?” she asked softly.

Serena laughed lightly.

“Maybe if it was St. John or Michael Kors,” she replied. “The thing is she doesn’t even really care. She’s just worried about my legacy and how it would look,” she went on with a touch of anger in her voice. “She probably slept with women all the time when she was a groupie. She’s just pissed because I had the gall to fall in love and mean it.”

Blair huffed darkly, “The hypocrisy of adults knows no bounds.”

Serena nodded. “She said she wouldn’t pay for it if I got into Yale.”

Blair looked down. “Do you think she means it?”

Serena shrugged. “Lily’s nature is a capricious one. She means it now … in a year who knows.”

“You have a trust fund,” Blair pointed out.

“I don’t get access to it until I’m 21,” Serena sighed before she pulled away from Blair’s neck again. “I guess I’ll just have to move in with you and be your really good looking, no-good, lay-a-bout girlfriend,” she continued smiling a little. “I’ll cook and do your laundry, and pleasure you sexually after a hard day of learning,” Serena went on ducking down to kiss Blair’s stomach, making the brunette laugh.

“Brown and Yale are only two hours away. We could see each other every weekend,” Blair said when Serena floated back up to share the pillow with her again.

Serena nodded thoughtfully before saying, “I want to see you everyday.”

“I know. Who wouldn’t?” Blair asked smiling before leaning forward and resting her forehead against Serena’s.

“Two hours,” Serena sighed before smiling a little. “I guess I can deal with that.”

Blair smiled. It wasn’t as great a scenario as she and Serena being ensconced away in domestic bliss as roommates, but they could talk everyday over web cam, and as long as she got to see and touch Serena every week, even if it was only for a couple of days, Blair was sure she’d be able to handle it.

“B,” Serena said a few seconds later. Her strongest instinct was to not bring up what had nearly happened earlier, but everything she had learned in the program told her that she had to own up to her mistakes and near mistakes if she was truly going to make a lasting change in her life. “I …” Serena continued as Blair stared down at her, the happy, open expression on the brunette’s face fading to worry as she registered the blonde’s agitation.

“What is it?” Blair asked softly, reaching out to stroke Serena’s cheek.

Serena breathed in deeply and released the breath slowly. “When I called you earlier … I was … I was leaving a bar.”

Serena bit down on her bottom lip as she watched Blair. The brunette’s eyes flashed and her lips parted a small sound that had probably intended to be a word but had been thought better of at the last moment escaping from her lips as her hand twitched at Serena’s side.

“Did you …?” Blair asked tightly, trying to control the urge to grab Serena by her shirt and shake her.

She would have been surprised by the aggression of her reaction to the blonde’s words, but her heart was pounding, her blood was racing through her veins and Blair recognized that the emotion gripping her was fear. And when she was afraid she always got angry.

Serena shook her head, blinking against the sting of tears in her eyes. “No,” she said softly still shaking her head. “I wanted to, I ordered and paid, but I didn’t drink. I swear,” Serena said. “Not a sip. I just … it’s hard sometimes,” Serena went on her eyes falling away from Blair’s, as she breathed in deeply again, trying to control the urge to cry.

Blair released a ragged breath and lay down on the mattress beside Serena, her hand moving to rest on the blonde’s hip as she looked at her.

“You should have called me,” Blair said softly, worry and reproach warring in her tone.

“I did,” Serena pointed out, her eyes lifting to look over at Blair. Her tone had an element of playfulness in it, but her expression and eyes were serious.

“You’re right,” Blair acknowledged realizing that things could have been much worse. “But I should have been your first and your last stop,” she continued softly, her hand moving to Serena’s, entangling their fingers together.

Serena smiled a little and squeezed Blair’s hand, glad for the contact. “I know. Blair Waldorf is not a stop along the way. She is a destination,” Serena murmured, inching closer to Blair.

“And don’t you forget it,” Blair murmured before sighing as Serena’s lips pressed against her own, kissing her softly for long minutes. “Call me next time,” Blair said softly when they pulled back for air, their faces still so close that her lips brushed against Serena’s as she spoke. “There’s nothing I could be doing that I wouldn’t drop like poly-cotton blend for you.”

“Nothing?” Serena asked, wrapping her arms around Blair’s waist holding the brunette close to her.

“Nothing,” Blair confirmed kissing Serena’s forehead.

“What about if Stella McCartney was giving away clothes from her new collection and you had just gotten your hands on the cashmere guava pea coat, high-waisted skinny trousers and a pair of Mildred Linus knit booties?” Serena’s asked kissing Blair’s neck.

“Nothing at all,” Blair said firmly in response. Her tone was serious and Serena pulled back so that she could see the brunette’s face. She had expected Blair to make a joke of her comment. “You’re my favorite,” Blair added as Serena looked at her, her lips curving up slightly as she spoke.

Serena leaned forward and kissed Blair gently. “I love you,” Serena said softly.

“Show me,” Blair said, her voice raspy as she reached for Serena’s hand and rested it on her stomach.

“Eleanor?” Serena breathed out softly, her hand already moving over Blair’s stomach, softly caressing her.

“We’ve got time,” Blair said leaning up to press her lips against Serena’s. “I need you,” she continued, the fear that Serena’s confession had struck in her still lingering inside of her. She couldn’t really understand it, but she needed Serena to stay close to her, she needed to touch her, and taste her, and feel the warmth and solidness of her body against her. She needed to know that Serena was okay.

“You have me,” Serena said softly, her hand slipping under Blair’s shirt as she leaned down and kissed the brunette, the touch more passionate and forceful then the lazy kisses they had shared minutes before. “I’m yours.”

“Mine,” Blair murmured softly as Serena’s hand moved to cup her breast, breathing in deeply as the blonde’s thumb began to tease her nipple through her bra.

“All yours,” Serena confirmed kissing along Blair’s jaw as she moved to straddle the brunette, slipping her other hand under Blair’s shirt so that both of her hands were cradling Blair’s breasts. “Every inch of me,” she added smiling before leaning down to kiss Blair’s lips again.

“S,” Blair breathed out against Serena’s lips, her chest arching up into the blonde’s hands.

“Hmm,” Serena murmured, her fingers slipping past the edges of Blair’s bra, tugging until the brunette’s creamy breasts were freed from its confines.

“Get these clothes off of me,” Blair husked squirming beneath Serena impatiently.

She wasn’t in the mood for foreplay.

The next few minutes were filled with quick, frantic motions as both girls began to pull of their clothes, shirts, bras, socks, pants and underwear flying haphazardly in every direction, limbs occasionally knocking together as they sought to divest themselves of every article of clothing as quickly as possible.

“I’m thinking very dirty thoughts,” Blair whispered raggedly, her hand moving to rest on Serena’s stomach as the blonde kicked her jeans off of the end of the bed.

“I love it when you think very dirty thoughts,” Serena responded smiling, leaning up to met Blair’s lips as the brunette leaned forward to kiss her hungrily. “And I love it even more when you do very dirty things,” Serena continued as Blair’s hands began to skim restlessly over her body, the movements languid but scattered as if the brunette was having a hard time deciding where to begin.

Blair looked up at Serena at that and smiled, a mischievous, naughty, teasing smile that made Serena shiver because she knew the type of things a smile like that would lead to.

Blair leaned over Serena, rubbing her body along the blonde’s deliberately as she did.

“What are you …” Serena began to ask, however as Blair opened the drawer to her bedside table and pulled out a cord with graduated, translucent balls along the length of it the question died on her lips.

“When did you …” Serena breathed out instead, her eyes on the object in Blair’s hand as the brunette moved to straddle her waist.

Blair smiled slowly as her fingers moved over the smooth surface of the largest of the knobs attached to the cord.

“I just got it,” she responded softly a second later resting the cord on the mattress by her thigh as her hands moved to Serena’s stomach and began to run up and down, the backs of her fingers teasing the underside of the blonde’s breasts though she avoided touching them fully. “It was supposed to be a post-Audrey, post-cookie surprise, but …” Blair trailed off shrugging.

“I know it’s new, but don’t worry,” she continued her fingers moving to dance along the sides of Serena’s breasts though she still refused to take them fully into her hands. “It’s perfectly safe,” she went on leaning down, brushing her lips against Serena’s, as she finally allowed her hands to cup the blonde’s breasts. “I tested it out a couple days ago,” she continued smiling as Serena sucked in a deep breath, her pale eyelashes fluttering as an image of Blair pleasuring herself with the toy no doubt entered her mind.

Serena made a soft, almost mewling sound a few seconds later and Blair ground her hips into the blonde’s pelvis as she allowed her fingers to pinch the blonde’s nipples before she rolled them roughly between her fingers causing Serena to shudder beneath her.

“I imagined you were here,” Blair said before kissing Serena again, her tongue caressing the blonde’s, the kiss long and deep as Blair shifted, one of her hands leaving Serena’s breasts to brace herself on the mattress as she moved so that she was straddling Serena’s thigh.

“I imagined that you were watching me,” Blair continued breathing in deeply as Serena pushed against her thigh, Serena’s warmth and wetness pressed against her leg making Blair shiver. “And then I imagined that you were touching yourself too.”

Serena lifted her hand drawing it around Blair’s neck so that she could tug the brunette’s head down towards her, kissing Blair desperately as her hips rocked and she ground herself against Blair’s thigh.

“Uh uh,” Blair admonished as Serena’s other hand moved to her hip, nudging, trying to flip them over so that the blonde would be on top.

Normally she was more than happy to let Serena take the lead, but she had plans for them this time and Serena was going to have to wait until she was through with her to be queen of the castle again.

“Blair,” Serena breathed out, longingly with a quality in her voice that could have been interpreted as a whine.

“I know,” Blair said tenderly leaning down to kiss Serena again, her own hips moving slightly, riding Serena’s thigh as she kissed her softly.

Blair began to kiss her way down Serena’s body stopping to pay some attention to her breasts for a few minutes before she continued, her lips trailing over the blonde’s taut, firm stomach, before she found herself between Serena’s legs.

Closing her eyes, Blair breathed in deeply. No matter how many times she smelled Serena, the scent of the blonde’s arousal never failed to make her shiver and clench. The thought that she had done that to Serena; that it was for her fiercely aroused her each and every time.

“Oh fuuuuck, yes,” Serena moaned a second later as Blair leaned forward, her lips wrapping around the blonde’s clit, sucking it into her mouth as her hands moved up and down Serena’s thighs, caressing them as her tongue played against Serena’s most sensitive flesh.

“Blair,” Serena moaned again, and again, Blair’s name falling from her lips like a mantra as Blair’s mouth shifted and the flat of her tongue ran roughly along the length of Serena’s sex.

“Don’t stop!” Serena cried a few moments later, her hand moving to tangle in Blair’s hair as she felt the brunette’s mouth lift from her center.

“I won’t,” Blair said softly, one of her hands moving to stroke the arm of the hand that Serena had tangled in her hair. “It’s okay,” she continued holding Serena’s gaze as her free hand searched the mattress for the cord she had dropped on it earlier. “I was just looking for this,” she went on holding the orgasm balls up where Serena would be able to see them, a smile playing across her lips before she ducked her head down to the kiss the inside of Serena’s thigh.

“Oh,” Serena breathed out her hand loosening in Blair’s hair as she relaxed against the mattress once more.

“Spread your legs a bit more,” Blair said leaning forward to kiss Serena’s clit before shifting back a little. “Perfect,” Blair breathed out a second later, moving the first of the graduated balls to Serena’s opening and pushing it inside.

Serena gasped her hand tightening again and Blair smiled as she pushed the second larger ball inside of Serena and then the last and largest one until only the end of the cord was visible.

“Jesus,” Serena breathed out shivering as she felt the balls inside of her, filling her up, her hips twitching uncontrollably as Blair kissed her thigh, smiling against the flesh.

“It’s nice, right?” Blair asked a few seconds later, moving up Serena’s body, smiling down at the blonde happily as Serena’s eye fluttered.

Serena eyes opened at that and focused on Blair. “Yeah,” she said laughing a little before she trembled again.

“It gets better,” Blair said smiling widely, her hand moving between Serena’s legs to grasp the end of the cord, “when they move,” she continued tugging the cord gently, shifting the balls inside of Serena, biting down on her lip when the blonde’s eyes snapped open and her hips jerked.

“Fuck,” Serena moaned slowly.

“Yeah,” Blair agreed, that’s what they were doing.

And then Blair leaned forward and pressed their lips together, kissing Serena soundly as she continued to manipulate the globes inside of the blonde, her thumb occasionally moving to stroke Serena’s clit as she did.

She knew it wouldn’t be long until Serena came. The blonde could never hold out long for her first orgasm. She would twist and turn, and moan and buck and whimper almost helplessly until her first climax.

Blair didn’t mind though. Making Serena come was one of the greatest pleasures in her life and she was sure that she would never tire of watching Serena’s face as orgasm washed over her or of feeling the blonde’s inner muscles grasp at her as her body shook and shivered with pleasure.

And once the edge was off and Serena was able to settle down well … Blair moaned against the blonde’s lips at the thought.

“B,” Serena gasped a few seconds later, her fingers grasping and squeezing at Blair’s ass as she wrenched her lips away from the brunette’s.

“B,” Serena gasped again … and then her body tensed and her eyes squeezed shut, a ragged breath escaping from her lips as her hips twitched and moisture leaked from her coating Blair’s fingers as the brunette’s thumb moved against Serena’s clit, drawing out her orgasm for as long as possible.

Serena blinked slowly, smiling languidly as she stared up at the ceiling before turning her head to the side, happily kissing Blair back as the brunette pressed their lips together.

A few seconds later Serena’s hand fell between her legs, reaching for the cord.

She could still feel the orbs inside of her.

Blair’s hand moved to cover her own.

“Leave it,” Blair said softly, her dark brown eyes alight with desire as she met Serena’s eyes. “Trust me,” she continued, her lips curving up as she drew Serena’s hand up to her chest.

Serena smiled and flipped Blair over so that she was leaning over the brunette.

“Always,” Serena murmured softly before bending down to kiss Blair.

It was her turn.

To be continued ...

Comments

[billy-rose.livejournal.com]

if eleanor interrupts, ass kickage will ensue O.O
awesome chap! ^_^

[gespawcho.livejournal.com]

Gosh! Well, you weren't kidding about the rating!

I looooved the line about Blair dropping things like poly-cotton blend. I could hear her saying that, and the little grimace that accompanies the thought of such heinous fabric.

And I don't know what kind of weirdo this makes me, but I just love Blair being so concerned for S's wellbeing and wanting her to be okay. That's love, dammit.

Oh, Blair. Oh, Serena. Oh, girls. I love ya.

Another job well done, fembuck!

[novak_fan]

You know, I always have been really impressed by how good you make the switch between the sweet-cuddly Waldsen to the SO hot and sexy-sex Waldsen *nodding* perfect.

When Serena had arrived at her door Blair had greeted her with a plate of warmed chocolate chip cookies because the blonde had sounded a bit down on the phone.

Can be this girl more cute or what? that image is to melt any heart, seriously.
Also two updates on a week! whoo hoo!! Also I'm curious about Elenanor's reaction. But well, knowing her after hearing the news she probably would only stare back blank to the girls then she'd smile saying Just don't go around the house all naked ok?remember your manners darling or something like that.

Great chapter as always! :)

[theclosetalker.livejournal.com]

I love concerned!Blair. Quickly followed by aggressive!Blair, who Serena so willingly gives up control to. This was hot, and I'm hoping the TBC will flow right into Blair's turn.

[grdnofevrythng.livejournal.com]

This was hot, and I'm hoping the TBC will flow right into Blair's turn.

I second this!

[freakorgeek.livejournal.com]

You weren't joking when you said the next installment would be here soon!
I usually skip over the sexin' in fics but Waldsen sex is uh, ridiculously hot in your fics (especially in this installment) so I make the exception ;)

She would have been surprised by the aggression of her reaction to the blonde’s words, but her heart was pounding, her blood was racing through her veins and Blair recognized that the emotion gripping her was fear. And when she was afraid she always got angry.
I loved that part. And it's so true. Blair's anger always kicks in not because she's a bitch but because she's either feeling vulnerable or scared and I love concerned Blair.

This chapter was amazing. My only fear was that Eleanor would burst in while they were getting it on! I can't wait to see how Eleanor will eventually react.

[memorylapses.livejournal.com]

you were right, I LOVE IT. and I love that you updated so quickly :D
I feel like I'm running out of good things to say, it just continues to be amazing.
this was hot as hell, thank you!

[grdnofevrythng.livejournal.com]

I feel spoiled. Two updates in a week. It's like crack!

I love Blair as a domestic goddess. I wish I had a Blair of my own to have warm cookies waiting for me when I'm having a bad day.

I think it's fantastic that Serena told Blair she was the bar. I think Blair would have been hurt if she'd found out later by accident or something.

You melted my brain at Blair's description of "testing out" the toy. I have to leave for work in fifteen min and I will have that image in my head all night. Along with the rest of this chapter. So I thank you for that.

[pictureplaces.livejournal.com]

*dies*

[narcolepsy-slds.livejournal.com]

holy shit. that was hot, and sweet.

I really want a Blair of my own.

[sporkmetender.livejournal.com]

Lovely (in a panty-melting sort of way) and sweet, as always. I'm such a big fan of your writing...have been since I read your Popular fics on Pink Rabbit lo these many years ago. Would you mind terribly if I went all fangirly and wanted to friend you *flutters eyelashes* pleeeease?

[fembuck.livejournal.com]

Sorry it's taken me so long to respond, RL has been kicking my butt lately *bites back sob*

I would totally love it if you friended me, making friends is awesome :D Femslasher's unite!

Hope to talk to you more in the future :D

[sporkmetender.livejournal.com]

Awesome--you're friended! I know what you mean about RL...I'm still recovering from an unpleasant upper respiratory thingy. Grr *cough wheeze hack*

Hope to talk to you as well...maybe you can offer some advice about this ridiculously ambitious Miranda/Andy fic that I was foolish enough to get started on.

[kosmos8.livejournal.com]

!!!!!!

You and your evil cliffhangers!!!

Um, especially loved Serena trying to take charge and speed things up, but Blair trying to keep her on the bottom. Blair makes a wonderful top. Or Serena makes a wonderful bottom. Either way. Mm.

[crimsonwhisper.livejournal.com]

Holy shit. Yup..I am blushing so bad right now. That was a very naughty chapter hehe.

[clairels.livejournal.com]

oh my god that was freakin' hot. wow. I second theclosetalker's suggestion lol :D

[(Anonymous)]

i can't even begin to describe how much i love this series. serena and blair together is sooo adorable and sexy

please update asap