Title: Darkest Before Dawn
Author: Janine
Fandom: Harry Potter
Pairing: Bellatrix/Narcissa
Rating: NC-17
Warning: blackcest, slight dub-con
Disclaimer: I don’t own them.
Prompt: Harry Potter: Bellatrix/Narcissa, sex in a dark alley (+ slight dubcon pls?)
Note: Written for the First Annual Femslash Kink Meme
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Narcissa wrapped her cloak around her more tightly, but it was her sister’s predatory gaze that she was trying to guard herself against more than the cold.
“This way,” Narcissa said, sharply turning and heading down a dark alleyway.
The shortcut would cut at least fifteen minutes off of their journey to
The click and clack of Bellatrix’s shoes dutifully turned to follow her, and Narcissa relaxed slightly. Bellatrix had followed her without complaint, and Narcissa hoped that she was being overly sensitive and that her sister wasn’t as close to the breaking point as she had previously thought she was.
If she could get Bella home and in a warm bath with a glass of wine, she might even be able to thwart the attack of madness before it even began. Yes, a bath and wine and a massage were the way to go. She would work out the tension in Bella’s body with her fingers before Bella could break something or someone with hers.
Narcissa gasped as she felt something collide with her and found herself stumbling backward. Her back connected with the hard brick of the one of the alley walls and she gasped in shock and pain.
“Bella!” she exclaimed sharply, staring into her sister’s dark, mesmerizing eyes.
“You smell good Cissy,” Bellatrix breathed out, her nostrils flaring as she leaned in and sucked in a deep breath, taking in her sister’s scent. “You always smell like summer,” she continued, closing the distance between her body and Narcissa’s so that she could trace her tip of her nose along the column of her sister’s throat.
“I’m summer and you’re winter,” Narcissa breathed out, “the only to two seasons with any substance and character.”
“She was autumn,” Bellatrix rumbled, her tone darkening as she spoke.
Narcissa didn’t have to ask who ‘she’ was. She knew that Bellatrix was talking about Andromeda, and that she had better change the subject fast before the memory of their disowned sister could darken Bellatrix’s mood more.
“It’s cold Bella,” Narcissa complained lightly, shivering slightly for emphasis. “Let’s go home, take a bath,” she continued enticingly. “I have wine chilling. We can drink it in the tub. I’ll give you a massage.”
“That sounds nice,” Bellatrix murmured, but she made no move to step out of Narcissa’s personal space. In fact, she moved closer, placing her hands on Narcissa’s hips. “For later,” she added, her hands moving to Narcissa’s cloak and pulling it open.
Narcissa felt her heart sink, and took a deep fortifying breath.
“Bella!” she said sharply, her voice the very model of impatience as she made a grab for her cloak. “Stop it this very minute. We are not doing this here. It’s filthy,” she continued, her face contorting in disdain as she looked at the alley around them.
It was a Muggle neighborhood and she didn’t even want to consider what terrible mudblood diseases she could catch from exposing any part of body.
Bellatrix’s hand lifted and closed over the lower part of Narcissa’s face, squeezing hard.
“Never tell me what I will or won’t do,” Bellatrix stated, holding Narcissa’s eyes. “I tell you what is and what isn’t. Understand?” she asked, forcing Narcissa’s face up and down in a mockery of a nod. “What is going to happen, is that you are going to shut your mouth and do as I say,” Bellatrix went on releasing Narcissa’s face. “Or I am going to force you to your knees in this filthy alley and fuck your face until you pass out.”
Narcissa breathed in sharply and dropped her hands to her side.
“Good girl,” Bellatrix cooed, and then she yanked her sister’s cloak from around her shoulders and dropped it to the damp ground, ignoring Narcissa’s horrified gasp as the expensive cloak fell to lay in mudblood filth.
Free of the cloak, Bellatrix’s hands moved to Narcissa’s robes and began to tug them up, her lips curving up into a smile as she took in her sister’s clenched jaw and observed the way Narcissa tried to keep her eyes from Bellatrix’s.
“You’re mad,” Bellatrix murmured, bunching Narcissa’s robes up by her hips and then pushing at them, forcing Narcissa’s ass back against the cool, damp wall behind her.
Narcissa’s eyes widened in surprise and the disgust and her nostrils flared in anger as she met her sister’s eyes, glaring at her balefully.
“Do you want to teach me a lesson?” Bellatrix asked, tugging roughly on her sister’s underwear, yanking them down. “Do you want to get back at me?” she queried, pulling the expensive lace panties down Narcissa’s thighs and then letting them go so they would fall to the ground.
“Step out,” Bellatrix ordered.
Narcissa huffed angrily, but did as she was told and abandoned her panties to one of the alley’s many puddles.
“That was mean of me, wasn’t it?” Bellatrix asked laughing, her hand moving between her sister’s legs to stroke at the neatly trimmed hair there.
Lucius liked Narcissa clean shaven, but Bellatrix liked to have something to run her fingers through. She liked to have something to tug at when Narcissa got uppity.
Lucius liked Narcissa clean shaven, but Bellatrix liked hair, and so Narcissa had hair.
Lucius may have been the blonde’s husband, but Bellatrix was the boss and they all knew it.
“What are you going to do, Cissy?” Bellatrix taunted, laughing when Narcissa’s thighs squeezed her hand, trying to trap it and stop her from stroking her. “What are you going to do?” Bellatrix asked again in a sing-song voice, already knowing the answer to her question.
Narcissa said nothing, but kept her legs clamped around Bellatrix’s hand, trying to stave off the inevitable.
She didn’t want it, not like that, not in some filthy, stinking alley with her ruined panties at her feet.
“Open your legs, Cissy,” Bellatrix hissed, tiring of her sister’s antics.
Narcissa did not obey.
“Open your fucking legs!” Bellatrix demanded, her voice rising with her frustration. “I’m not going to tell you again. Do not test me girl, you’ll regret it. This is going to happen, where I want it and when I want it. All that’s up to you is how much it’s going to hurt.”
Narcissa unclamped her thighs and rested heavily against the wall behind her.
There was no reasoning with Bella on this particular night. On occasion her sister could be swayed, could be reasoned with and pacified, but this was not one of those occasions. Bella would take from her what she wanted, and if Narcissa resisted she would only end up hurting herself. When Bellatrix’s mood was like this, Narcissa’s tears were an aphrodisiac to Bella not a deterrent.
“That’s right,” Bella jeered when Narcissa parted her thighs. “I do the doing.”
“Kiss me,” Narcissa gasped, feeling Bellatrix’s fingers at her opening. “Please, Bella. Please,” she begged.
There was a genuine touch of desperation in her voice. Bella was right, she had been mad at her, and she had her mind set against having sex in the alley. She was angry and annoyed, not turned on. She was dry, and if Bella tried to enter her it was going to hurt, a lot.
“I want to taste you,” Narcissa whimpered, clutching at her sister’s clothes, saying anything she could to buy herself enough time to get worked up.
“I am scrumptious,” Bellatrix murmured, and then she leaned forward and pressed her lips against her sister’s, kissing her with an insistent passion that bordered on domineering.
Bella fingers scraped against her and Narcissa tensed for a moment before clutching at Bellatrix more tightly, moaning loudly to encourage her to keep kissing.
“I know what you’re doing, Cissy,” Bellatrix breathed out against her sister’s lips. “It’s your own fault if it hurts,” she continued, stroking Narcissa again.
There was a hint of moisture between her sister’s legs, but not much.
That was unfortunate.
“Bella!” Narcissa gasped, seeing a resolve forming in her sister’s eyes. “Bella, please. Please, Bella. Don’t,” she begged, her tone pleading and contrite as she looked into her sister’s eyes. “Kiss me,” she said again. “Kiss me. I’ll get wet for you. I always do. I always do, you know that,” she continued, leaning forward to lick at the corner of Bellatrix’s lips. “Make me wet for you and I’ll make such pretty sounds.”
Bella did so love the pretty sounds Narcissa made when they fucked, but she was quite cross with Narcissa for being such an uncooperative cow, and she wasn’t sure she wanted to make it easy for her sister.
“You’ve been very difficult this evening,” Bella said, her brows creasing as her lips turned down in frown.
“I know,” Narcissa said, kissing her sister’s cheek. “I’m sorry.”
“You’ve been very unkind,” Bellatrix accused, nonetheless meeting her sister’s lips in a kiss.
“I’m terrible,” Narcissa agreed, relaxing slightly as Bella’s ire seemed to fade. “Are you going to spank me?” the blonde asked in a little girl voice, feeling herself soften and warm as Bellatrix’s hand moved over her hip and behind her to squeeze at her bottom.
“No,” Bellatrix replied, nuzzling Narcissa’s neck. “You’d enjoy that far too much. Bad girls get punished, not rewarded.”
Narcissa drew her head back, her eyes widening as she realized that Bellatrix had been tricking her into lowering her guard. However, before she could say or do anything, Bellatrix’s fingers were between her legs again, shoving roughly inside of her.
Narcissa gasped, her eyes squeezing shut at the uncomfortable feeling as being entered before she was ready. Her eyes watered a little and she released a shaky breath, but when she got over the surprise of being penetrated, she found that it hurt less than she thought it would.
Bellatrix pulled out and then entered Narcissa again, and the blonde noted that while her sister’s fingers didn’t exactly slide in with ease, she didn’t have to force it very much either.
She was right before. She always did get wet for Bella, sometimes without even realizing it.
“See that wasn’t so bad was it, sister dear?” Bellatrix asked, her fingers entering Narcissa with increasing ease as Narcissa relaxed and began to arch into her touch. “Begging always gets you wet,” she continued, smiling as she entered her sister roughly once more. “You like it when I’m mean.”
Narcissa ignored Bellatrix’s ranting. The other woman didn’t really want a response from her, she just liked to say dirty things to her, call her names and curse her while they fucked. The words got Bellatrix off almost as much as her actions did, and Narcissa got off on it too.
If Lucius had whispered the degrading things to her that Bellatrix did, she would have slapped him across the face, and frozen him out for weeks. Bellatrix was different though. Bellatrix had gotten to her young, she had had taught Narcissa to enjoy humiliation and degradation at her hand. There were the rules for everyone else in the world – including her husband – and then there was Bellatrix, taking whatever she wanted.
Narcissa lifted her leg, wrapping it around Bellatrix as the raven-haired woman pumped into her at a furious pace, the fingers of the hand that wasn’t between Narcissa’s legs running across the blonde’s throat and then wrapping around it.
“Bella,” she gasped, knowing what was coming next and anticipating it as much as she feared it.
“Too much talking,” Bellatrix whined, and with that she squeezed her hand against Narcissa’s throat.
Narcissa whimpered and bucked against Bellatrix’s hand, her eyes closing as she desperately tried to suck in air. She couldn’t though. Bellatrix’s grip on her was strong and firm, and Narcissa’s head began to spin and her hips began to buck as Bellatrix choked her.
“Cum,” Bellatrix hissed.
Narcissa reached out for her blindly, her fingers wiggling, trying to find purchase on any part of Bellatrix.
“Cum,” Bellatrix repeated, curling her fingers inside of sister before dragging them out again. “Cum or you’ll pass out and I’ll leave you here, lying in filth and rabble with your robes around your waist, prey for any Mudblood that happens to walk by.”
Narcissa whimpered, one of her hands moving to paw weakly at the hand Bellatrix had around her throat.
“Maybe I’ll stay and hide,” Bellatrix pondered, mashing her thumb against Narcissa’s clit and rubbing. “Maybe I’ll watch as the Mudblood filth calls his friends over, telling them about expensive hooker passed out in the alley. Maybe I’ll watch them have their way with you. Fuck you. Turn you face down and take your ass.”
Narcissa’s hips jerked and her eyes rolled back in her head, dark spots appearing around her as she flooded Bellatrix’s fingers with cum, the heel of her shoe digging into the top of her sister’s thigh as she tried to draw Bellatrix into her body to give her more surface area to hump.
Narcissa’s leg fell from around Bellatrix’s waist, and she collapsed against the wall behind her, allowing it to support her almost entirely. Bellatrix had released her throat when she felt her orgasm, and Narcissa took in great gulps of air as aftershocks ran through her body.
“You’re buying me a new cloak,” Narcissa said, watching lazily as Bellatrix sucked on one of the fingers that had been inside of her, “And a new pair of panties,” she added as Bella continued to regard her mildly.
The fire in her sister’s eyes had cooled. The madness was glowing embers now instead of raging flames. Fucking had calmed Bella as it usually did, and Narcissa knew that she had her older sister back with her for a while now, and that she need not be afraid.
“Okay,” Bellatrix murmured, taking another one of her fingers into her mouth and sucking. “I don’t care,” she continued focusing her gaze on Narcissa as her finger popped out of her mouth wetly.
Narcissa knew it was true. Bellatrix didn’t care much about money at all. Narcissa spent more of her sister’s money than she did her own, and Bella never objected. She only ever got mad at Narcissa when the blonde tried to stop her from shoving her fingers, tongue or wand inside of her. Bella wanted Narcissa’s loyalty and obedience; she didn’t need or care much if the blonde was a shopaholic.
“I still want that bath,” Bella demanded with a child-like petulance as she pulled her cloak off and wrapped it around Narcissa’s shoulders.
Narcissa smiled as she felt the heavy material settle around her, the remaining tension in her body draining. She was far more sensitive to the cold than Bella was, and she had been dreading the walk to
“Good,” Narcissa said, wrapping Bellatrix’s cloak around her shoulders, enjoying the heat that remained in it from her sister’s body. “You need one,” she continued, breathing in Bella’s scent. “You’re dirty. You’re worse than a child really,” the blonde went on, leading the way down the alley as they picked up their journey to
“That’s because they don’t work as hard,” Bellatrix muttered, stomping in a puddle morosely.
“Yes, I’m sure that’s it,” Narcissa replied, rolling her eyes.
“What do you know?” Bellatrix grumbled, looking over at Narcissa and glaring at her profile. “You won’t fight. You’re always someplace clean and safe … making tea,” she sneered.
“I’m not a fighter,” Narcissa murmured lightly. She was skilled enough to.
She had always gotten better grades than Bellatrix as a matter of fact, but she didn’t want to. And despite Bellatrix’s belly-aching at the moment, she knew that Bellatrix wouldn’t have let her, even if she wanted to. The raven-haired woman was far too protective of her to want her put in harms way.
As far as Bellatrix was concerned, the only wand or hands that were allowed to bruise or harm Narcissa in any way were her own.
“In any case, it’s nice to have a cup-a waiting for you when you’re finished playing war, isn’t it?” Narcissa asked knowingly.
“Yes,” Bellatrix admitted grudgingly. She was usually hungry after a fight and it was quite nice to have a snack waiting for her. “Are there biscuits at home?” Bellatrix asked suddenly, her eyes becoming inquisitive as she looked at her younger sister.
“Of course, my darling,” Narcissa responded, smiling as she reached out for Bellatrix and looped her arm through her sister’s drawing Bellatrix against her.
She was still cold and wanted her sister’s body heat. Being pressed up against that wall for so long had only made her more sensitive to the chill of the evening.
“I used a new spell tonight,” Bellatrix said conversationally, excited and talkative now that the remaining intensity from the fight had been exorcised from her.
“Did you?” Narcissa asked. Her voice lifted curiously as she glanced at her sister, glad to now being walking with her Bella instead of the slightly terrifying stranger that sometimes possessed her.
“I came up with it myself,” Bella replied, her back straighten proudly as she told Narcissa of her achievement. “It worked quite well. The Dark Lord was pleased,” she confided happily. “I think he may use it himself.”
“Good show, Bella,” Narcissa congratulated. “Shall I give you a prize?” she asked, smiling.
Bellatrix nodded her head and Narcissa leaned to the side, pressing her lips against her sister’s cheek tenderly.
“You’re lucky to have such an accomplished sister,” Bellatrix informed Narcissa as they reached the end of the alley,
“I am,” Narcissa agreed, meaning it.
Despite Bella’s bouts of madness she knew that her sister loved her, and she loved Bella in return.
“Come quickly,” Narcissa said, tugging on Bellatrix’s sleeve, her eyes focused on the light burning in the windows of
It had been a long night, and now all she wanted to was to be in a warm bath, a glass of cool wine in her hand and Bellatrix snuggled around her.
The End
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Date: 2009-07-18 09:51 pm (UTC)Her voice lifted curiously as she glanced at her sister, glad to now being walking with her Bella instead of the slightly terrifying stranger that sometimes possessed her.
I especially enjoyed this part (I mean, besides, you know, the smut part, ha). Thanks for posting it!
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Date: 2009-07-19 07:18 pm (UTC)I especially enjoyed this part (I mean, besides, you know, the smut part, ha). Thanks for posting it!
Ever since reading that Spinner's End where Bella seemed so genuinely concerned with Narcissa, I've loved the idea of a sweet!Bellatrix existing with the crazy, murderous Death Eater we all know and love.
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Date: 2009-07-18 10:40 pm (UTC)...until today.
you popped my blackcest cherry! i'm a big fan of your writing, so starting here was the best possible decision to have made. i love your writing and how easy it is to immerse yourself into your stories.
brilliant job!
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Date: 2009-07-19 07:20 pm (UTC)I am very honored :D
I'm happy that you gave Blackcest a try, and that you enjoyed it and the story! Click on my blackcest tag if you want to read some others I've done (mostly Bella/Cissy, with some Bella/Andromeda, and a couple with all three).
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Date: 2009-07-18 11:10 pm (UTC)I need a cold shower.
I adore Bellatrix. Shes one of my all time favorite characters and while I won't lie. I love reading fics where shes kissing Hermione against her will, blackcest is just as fun. ;) Thank youuuu.
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Date: 2009-07-19 07:21 pm (UTC)I adore Bellatrix. Shes one of my all time favorite characters and while I won't lie.
I'm right there with you.
I love reading fics where shes kissing Hermione against her will, blackcest is just as fun.
I haven't read too much Bellatrix/Hermoine, but your description makes it sound fun. Any recs?
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Date: 2009-07-19 02:27 am (UTC)But guh, very well done. Between this and seeing HBP, I'm nostalgic for my first fandom all over again.
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Date: 2009-07-19 07:23 pm (UTC)Wherever there is Blackcest, I shall be there!
Between this and seeing HBP, I'm nostalgic for my first fandom all over again.
I'm seeing the movie tomorrow, so I'm hoping that it'll inspire me to write more HP. I love this fandom so much. I just have trouble continuing to write fandoms where I'm not getting new material. Lucky with Potter there's still another movie to go!
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Date: 2009-07-19 07:26 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-07-20 06:10 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-07-20 06:19 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-07-21 04:50 am (UTC)Now, when I hear that they have cast an Andromeda I'll be ready to squee like L8N in your icon!
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Date: 2009-07-21 02:30 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-07-22 12:33 am (UTC)LOL! They are such cock teases!
I'll just be happy as long as I get an Andromeda. I don't mind waiting as long as she's in the movie
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Date: 2009-07-21 04:50 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-07-19 04:02 am (UTC)“Are there biscuits at home?” Bellatrix asked suddenly, her eyes becoming inquisitive as she looked at her younger sister.
“Of course, my darling,” Narcissa responded, smiling as she reached out for Bellatrix and looped her arm through her sister’s drawing Bellatrix against her.
D'awwwwwwwwww. I love it. It's so cute. How you make anything involving Bellatrix cute, I will never know.
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Date: 2009-07-19 07:25 pm (UTC)It's like coming home, lol. It's always nice to go back and write some Blackcest. This family is just so much fun. It still amazes me the type of stories a young adult novel has inspired me (and others) to write *shakes head*
I love it. It's so cute. How you make anything involving Bellatrix cute, I will never know.
lol! I know it seems wrong to make her cuddly at times, but I can't help it! Ever since Spinner's End, I've convinced that Bellatrix is a big teddy bear (most of the time) when it comes to Narcissa. Every one else better watch the fuck out, but Narcissa is cherished.
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Date: 2009-07-19 09:40 pm (UTC)All I can say in response is "Hee. :3"
Anyway, I was so distracted by how cute the ending was, I forgot to mention the smut. Which, by the way, was smoking hot. Ever since I saw Spock choking Kirk on the bridge, I've had a thing for asphyxiation. :P
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Date: 2009-07-19 04:22 pm (UTC)Bella wanted Narcissa’s loyalty and obedience; she didn’t need or care much if the blonde was a shopaholic.- This may be the greatest line ever. JSYK.
Now that we have a Narcissa in the movies, I kept trying to place them in this. But then I figured they were younger, so I was thinking more along the lines of my "cast" for the hypothetical musical (Amy Lee and Michelle Phieffer). :)
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Date: 2009-07-19 07:28 pm (UTC)I can't! I'll always come back to them!
But then I figured they were younger, so I was thinking more along the lines of my "cast" for the hypothetical musical (Amy Lee and Michelle Phieffer). :)
Yeah, because it was supposed to p0rn I didn't spend to much time on setting, but in my head it was during the first war that this happened. So early to mid-twenties for them.
Mm, Michelle and Amy Lee. Although, I have to say. With all of these Jennifer's Body pics coming out, I'm picturing Megan Fox and Amanda Seyfriend as young Bella and Cissy now (Jennifer's "Are you scared?" all up in Needy's face is so Bellatrix) and it's hot.
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Date: 2009-07-19 10:09 pm (UTC)Oh god, I'm really frightened to see the femslash that comes out of your head after you finally see this movie...
...And by frightened I mean excited beyond belief...
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Date: 2009-07-21 07:05 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-07-22 12:35 am (UTC)The first fic I've read that actually shows Bella going in and out of madness.
I kind of just thought of her as crazy all the time, but the Spinner's End chapter showed me that Bellatrix could come close to resembling a human being at times, and that she could be relatively calm at times, and I've been fascinated with how the cackling madness comes upon her ever since.
I like the sister kink with the added dub con and breath play. I think you hit a few dark fantasies in this one.
lol, there's just something about Blackcest that brings all the kinks to the yard!
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Date: 2009-07-21 09:50 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-07-22 12:35 am (UTC)It was nice to come back to writing the sisters again :D
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Date: 2009-07-22 03:03 am (UTC)I loved this as usual. :D
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Date: 2009-08-13 07:29 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-08-14 04:19 am (UTC)I know, right. It was like a kink free for all. All (almost all) kinks welcome!
Thank God the long, dark night of you not writing Blackcest is over!
lol! Oh, it's been fun to be back writing blackcest again. I'm so happy there are still two more movies to come, because it'll keep inspiring blackcest in me for a few more years at least :D
Best. Fic. Ever.
Date: 2009-08-17 05:32 pm (UTC)Bravo! *claps*
Thanks for writing the best fic EVER!!! :D
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Date: 2009-10-26 08:20 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2009-10-27 09:03 pm (UTC)like this should be your job or something :)
Oh god, I wish I could get paid for this. I'd be the happiest girl in the world!